I love u dear

eventhough i dun think u read this blog cos i never give u this link

about some dumbfuck out there wish I would love 2 kill. One= yea rite, wanna teach me my ass and think i know wat u think jz by “reading ur mind” fucku bitch

Another= so called my buddy. go 2 hell dumbfuck use ur brain la idiot. trying 2 send at “it” side

basically i jz wanna release out my emotion. even if U read this u wouldn’t know if it is u or not.

yes…i’m being pathetic and asshole and idiot but yea i’m saying it 2 u in here

ohhh god…… feeling like killing myself…….focus on ur career max FOCUS!!!!

moving on……

GACC…..rocks…….wayyyy better than daicon because of ACTIVE “drama” on stage (thats the way man….)

currently waiting for comic fiesta…(never been there bfor)

wat i wanna post actually is about wat happen during my left out from this blog. fucking busy with my research paper, quarrel with my gf n ALSO fun time and being a president for my damn anime club

yess my anime club which I called as MOE ACG

i got 2 start working again next sem in being as a president which i most likely wont gain any support from except from my gf. Bfor this everyone were very enthusiastic about it but now fucku club n Max. I was like fucku guys 2. i dun wan man power u dumbfuckers i wan brain on wat should v do 2 promote our club. They were all look at me and hoping 2 b given orders 2 do stuff. fuck u all la. ask them 2 go for gacc…this la,that la…..no wonder C2AGE are not even recognize by emina members. bottomline u guys suck n seriously i will close this club on september if i still dun c any initiative from u fuckers. i got all pass again for my 4 subjects. I gave a love letter for my dear and get 2 know dat even when u strive SUPER HARD does not mean u can get it….omg…..i feel very sad for both of u. i wish i could help u guys. sometimes i feel i’m the worst buddy ever….. other times i feel i should jz kill myself………depression surround me, but thanks 2 my gf support i stand up back but sometimes she is the one which falls me down. dear…i dun think u know i have this blog but i jz wanna let u i love u very much but pls dun always threaten u wanna break up with me. i really hate it…….haizz……

wilz: i hope i can fully follow ur advice. so i would start from this new sem onwards. i will live up dream

dunno when i would post again…..

damn emo rite now……very….uber emo………………………..

The event is quite boring. I wasn’t attracted to do stuff at there maybe because I suck in making a gundam( Gundam Competition), dunno how to sing(Karaoke Competition), maid cafe wasn’t entertaining at all; they did not “serve” me that well plus the FOOD suck like shit(Maid Cafe), to little people playing board game(Tabletop), I dun wan to play scissor-paper-stone cos it’s lame(Moe Moe Janken), never heard before that card game(yea i suck)(Weiss Schwarz Battle), I dunno how to draw(Character Design Competition), doujin side I cant find what I want; HENTAI(yea pervert should not take this to high about doujins in Malaysia)(Doujin Corridor), Jpop section was horrifying; so many fat ass girls(Jpop exhibition), I cant see any seiyuu exhibition; my eye was blinded by the hot cosplayers,yeah I should blame them(Seiyuu exhibition), GO was really fun, Thanks wilz for going there(Go Adventure), Macross display and figurine display was quite entertaining( Macross Compendium & Figurine Exhibition), cosplay competition was also quite entertaining, BIG THANKS TO THEM FOR HAVING GUTS GOING UP THERE( Cosplay Competition), chihara minorin was also quite entertaing(me and my frens were like planning what should we do during the consert such as charge into the fence, how she’s going to perform, talking about how cool is the stick glow and wilz “itouch” can do that also LOL (Chihara Minorin Live)

Well overall it was entertaining especially my GF, cos I tease her by buying for her that cat ear and tail from one of this nameless both where no wan wants to go near with(SERIOUSLY dunno why) but maybe because of my super high expectation I realize it was not that fun when I was on the way to dinner. Ohh well I got some cool merchandise. Shall upload the pic tomorrow or the day after.

DAICON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I CANT WAIT-DESU

Alone……….in the dark ocean

Jz only watching a few episode of Toppen Tengen Gurren Lagann, Clannad and Kuroshitsuji.

The best part is…..

I’m depress……

Friends is just fucking pissing…….

buddy, buddy my ass…….

black sheep will always remain the black sheep……….

and this is when I look up and say “yea,thanks big man”………

Fought with my gf again……

dunno why……

Still think about it…….

but…

too tired to do so…..

research paper…….

zzzzzzz………….

Quick question…..

Am I a good leader???

cos….

I dun think I am……

Not like I want to lower down my self-esteem

but…

I know what I am capable off……

REEETTTTAAAARRRRDDDDDD

(the only place where my emotion can run freely, haizz…..I’m tired

Left BRS and I’m done for this year…..except GUNDAM hehehehe, planning to get the high grade red frame dunno wat shit gundam which cos around 700…….crap…..maybe I will just get the 200 bucks wan la….haizz

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