“Muackz….this is for planning this for me…muackz…this is for always be with me….muackz….this is for always love me and tolerate me..muackz…this is the warm feeling that u give 2 me when i be with u Muackz,muackz,muackz,muackz……..for many many other reason”

I love u dear

eventhough i dun think u read this blog cos i never give u this link


Feeling like crap….

September 1, 2009

..so i blog

about some dumbfuck out there wish I would love 2 kill. One= yea rite, wanna teach me my ass and think i know wat u think jz by “reading ur mind” fucku bitch

Another= so called my buddy. go 2 hell dumbfuck use ur brain la idiot. trying 2 send at “it” side

basically i jz wanna release out my emotion. even if U read this u wouldn’t know if it is u or not.

yes…i’m being pathetic and asshole and idiot but yea i’m saying it 2 u in here

ohhh god…… feeling like killing myself…….focus on ur career max FOCUS!!!!


August 31, 2009

yea agess..

moving on……

GACC…..rocks…….wayyyy better than daicon because of ACTIVE “drama” on stage (thats the way man….)

currently waiting for comic fiesta…(never been there bfor)

wat i wanna post actually is about wat happen during my left out from this blog. fucking busy with my research paper, quarrel with my gf n ALSO fun time and being a president for my damn anime club

yess my anime club which I called as MOE ACG

i got 2 start working again next sem in being as a president which i most likely wont gain any support from except from my gf. Bfor this everyone were very enthusiastic about it but now fucku club n Max. I was like fucku guys 2. i dun wan man power u dumbfuckers i wan brain on wat should v do 2 promote our club. They were all look at me and hoping 2 b given orders 2 do stuff. fuck u all la. ask them 2 go for gacc…this la,that la…..no wonder C2AGE are not even recognize by emina members. bottomline u guys suck n seriously i will close this club on september if i still dun c any initiative from u fuckers. i got all pass again for my 4 subjects. I gave a love letter for my dear and get 2 know dat even when u strive SUPER HARD does not mean u can get it….omg…..i feel very sad for both of u. i wish i could help u guys. sometimes i feel i’m the worst buddy ever….. other times i feel i should jz kill myself………depression surround me, but thanks 2 my gf support i stand up back but sometimes she is the one which falls me down. dear…i dun think u know i have this blog but i jz wanna let u i love u very much but pls dun always threaten u wanna break up with me. i really hate it…….haizz……

wilz: i hope i can fully follow ur advice. so i would start from this new sem onwards. i will live up dream

dunno when i would post again…..

damn emo rite now……very….uber emo………………………..

There is nothing wrong with it. Of course there is still something which the fish need to follow but is ok to always move against the current. Till today this salmon still cant find the exact spesis which it wants to follow with.

Alone……….in the dark ocean


June 26, 2009

Yea, I’m happy. So I blog…….

Jz only watching a few episode of Toppen Tengen Gurren Lagann, Clannad and Kuroshitsuji.

The best part is…..

I’m depress……

Friends is just fucking pissing…….

buddy, buddy my ass…….

black sheep will always remain the black sheep……….

and this is when I look up and say “yea,thanks big man”………

Fought with my gf again……

dunno why……

Still think about it…….


too tired to do so…..

research paper…….


Quick question…..

Am I a good leader???


I dun think I am……

Not like I want to lower down my self-esteem


I know what I am capable off……


(the only place where my emotion can run freely, haizz…..I’m tired


May 22, 2009



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May 21, 2009


I’m one of the dancer, at least I have the balls to dance infront of the ambassador and Hannah Tan right.

I will make sure I will blow your mind next event  

FUCKING HELP UNIVERSITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

April 28, 2009

I HATE HELP UNI!!!PERIOD. 5min ago, I just only know that i need to register my subject this thursday and only one day. Just imagine hundreds of people rushing to three MOTHER FUCKING CHIBAI COUNTERS. The best part is I bought my bus ticket back to KL on thursday morning,9a.m. Estimation I will reach there by 1p.m and to my college around 1.30p.m. (provided no jam) After I drop my stuff and finish up my lunch, I guess the time will be around 2.30p.m. The counter will close probably around 5p.m or somewhere around there. Well I can only hope those students register in the morning not around 2.30p.m. And lucky me I bought early bus ticket just for fun. If I bought afternoon ticket,which my mom suggested, ohhh boy….i will kena fuck on the spot. 

So here is the fucking part;

1)What if  I bought my ticket slightly late?

2)What if I am anti-sosial guy?(Which I am)

3)What if  I did not call one of my friend to ask when will the result will come out?

4)What if there is jam and I’m stuck at there?


In the end, I would like to say I hate this Uni so much. MMU is way better than HELP. If only MMU offer psychology. haizz…..

Pheww….just finished watching it and I gotta say……perfect. I love it soooo much. In fact I felt dejavu in that movie with what happen to me a few months ago. 


That guy beside leornado…..his like this smart-ass-guy who is insane. I love that character so much.

Is a must watch movie. Rare ass movie